owl city - vanilla twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

ya allah, this is my feel. can you feel that too? -_- i'll be died if remember a stupid fucking moments. you know ?! it's so hurt me.
can you flashback the moments? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA fucking!!
i'm so shock, dissapointed, i'll be cry................
crazy of love its me.
you judge me, you don't know truth. but see ? i still love you, so much i can.
but after i know about my friends ehm my BestFriends love you too.
i don't know what should i do. i want cry? but i'm not women who just knew crying because Love.
stupid fucking moments.
can you delete it from my head? because i love him more.
just love him. oh god! help me -_-