letters for Someone i loved.

better to see people I love happy. although not with me, yeah even though ill be happy to see it that way. but I dare not reveal the contents of my heart that I loved him. whether I should love him? I think not, because maybe he does not love me. in every way that I have to know that I'll hurt to see it, but what should I do? if I have to lie to my feelings? I know it is very selfish, you have to get hurt while your friends happy with it. I had to hold this hurt, because I want to see my friends happy. maybe I'm not happy, I would always cry in my heart to realize that they are having fun with love they had. better to see someone that I love happy with her.
this is for you, this words just FOR YOU. so, please realized that i would sincere looking you with my bestfriends happy. altough its very HURT me. 

to someone i loved. 

kiss,
your sickness Girl.