i met you again, i wrote this letters to you again because i was feelings down and dissapointed.
i want being like you Juliet you're strong not weak like me.
yeah maybe its true. well, i just wanna tell something that maked me crying again, princess :(
today, i didn't see him.......actually i'm really miss him but i was afraid to meet him, i'm too embrassed with him because he's already know my feelings, he's not my 'friends' again he's completely stolen my heart and being a 'special boy' in my life. i'm afraid to feel pain again, its enough God :( i don't wanna felt it again, while loving someone but he doesn't respond it, such as unrequited love, really hurts to aware that "LOVING POEPLE WHO DOES'NT LOVE US" one thing that i'd really scared is i can't like it used to be with him after he knows about 'i love him' i was so scared, and it makes my mind full of him. maybe today my heart has given up, my feelings to him would be in vain, as before. just hope there will be miracles to changed that. this make me stressed out like a hell............ i really would give up in any results later :(
and if tomorrow it'll be like that.........
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