Two months, its been literally two months I've never meet him and all these days passed very quickly, I thought he has been gone from my heart or my feelings cause technically there's no reason we need to see each other anymore so my feelings may fade away without wishing it. But then I realized it was only my wish. Not even a single day or a second time for me to stop loving you. The hardest part of all the things that had been going between us is forgetting you, you had me at our memories, all the laughs and all the cries made me think that you could be my sorrow to face the world, to help me hold the pressure in my shoulders, to show me all the rainbow after the sky.
For an extraordinary girl that spent all my time at home and let the world spinning around, I can only in love with someone that everytime I'm with him, I can feeling like I'm in home. And that's you, you make me feel like I'm in home.
That time, when you looked at me with those eyes telling me I should stay with you, I just felt like I'm dying. Deep inside I still want you, but I don't know how to stay. You never ask me to stay, instead of asking me to stay, you smiled at me and holding my hands, you have showing me how to be ur bestfriend yet I know that in your eyes you wanted me to hug you and say that I've been missing you. I missed you, so badly. I want to hug you and let you hold my hand, let you feel my love. Let you feels how big is my love for you, nobody's perfect, I know. But with you, every second is worth it.
Why is it so hard for you?
Why is it so hard for me?
Why is it so hard for both of us?
Hey, I miss you.
All the times.
I want you to be with me.
Forever.
But why is it so hard?
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