Everything has the reasons behind it..

Few months ago,
when I'm still being a senior high school student, I have no thoughts to be bigger than my dreams. Yes, my dreams is writing some book, make it popular just like John Green that successfully make billions people cry just for writing a book, I want to be like that too. Simply big because of his dream.
And so dreams has never been easy for me, I wrote everything in my head, my imaginations was apparently more wilder than my mind but however the story had lightning my imaginations, however things pop-up in my head, that never used. I always had it, but never used. Just like writing words with no meaning on it, it'll be forgotten in the end.
Since I was a child, I got what I want. My father is pretty rich and we can eat whaever we want. Times goes by the wind, I got older.. and things changed.
My father, who's been really do anything for us, getting old with his greatest smile on his face. I wish I could make you proud just like what you always do for me.
For my own family sake, for make my father and my mother proud, I left out my dreams, I left out every single thing of it and just running with what I have to face.
I graduated and eventually got into one of the greatest college in this country, I hope I can make them proud.
O Allah, please let me be in your guards, take me to your way of being a successful people.

Bismillah..
Semoga lulus.
Amin.