Confession..

Dearest D,
my savior...
the sources of my happiness..
someone that shows me rainbow after the rain..
the one who always taking care of me more than myself...

I love you.

Beyond my strengths and beyond my expectations..

I owe you lots of happiness...
I hate myself.. seriously.. especially when I know I'm in love with you..
I can't reach you yet you're so close..
I can't hate you yet you annoyed me every-single-day...

You're happy.. I know. I see it, I can feel it..
But I can't prevent myself to love you.. yet I know, you just... don't.

You're just a dream..
I could hug you in my dreams, I could kiss your arms and lying on your arms..
I could cry and laugh at the same time when I'm beside you..

Jerapah... I love you, without even speak a word...

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